Calling out to all Truth Seekers & Light-Workers.

Something very interesting has happened today, well actually it’s been in the works for the last couple of days it seems. I’ve had this urge to seek updated information on what’s going on energetically and I stumbled upon 2 videos today and honestly, it has left me a little confused.

Here’s why I don’t know if my soul really accepts this new information being given, to be honest, It’s been so long since I’ve actually listened to these. At the start of my journey, these videos were so limited, all my soul family and I had to rely on were our Divine, Our Guides & the Sky. When we did find these videos they would really hit home. Believe me, when I say I’m trying to have an opened mind and I’m making sure to recognize any stubbornness or any fear-based thoughts or reaction that may be surfacing.

The information on new timelines, 5D reality, new earth activation being given at-least from these videos make sense to me but not really. It seems that the new “Channels” are so different now, compared to the ones I’ve connected to retrieve messages. Maybe there is other information out there or within especially, that I need to find that makes more sense to me?

Here’s the thing, I’ve been in hibernation mode for some time and thought I’d seek out to find others in my soul family that could provide additional information for better growth and understanding because even when we are connected and have our own resources sometimes our own voice and validation can get in the way or just cloud our minds a bit. We all experience different things so that we could come back and share our knowledge to help others to grow and ascend.

So back to these videos, they mention how important it is to pay attention to alien activity and what were not being told. OK, I get this one, and I’ve been having some really crazy dreams about this too. But anyway I’ve always sought and welcomed the unknown I’ve always questioned probably more than what I should’ve to a point where I know my limit now so to say.  I’ll explain this later.

So, they talk about the moon, the planets and the sun, OK I get this too, lately I’ve been told by my guides to focus on this look a little more into my chart to better understand what’s going on with myself, and with the way I’m reflecting to those around me and to the world etc and to better understand current energy.

Now, speaking of individualized energy, it also says with this new shift & this new 5D reality activation only some people are going to experience the change. OK I also get this, I remember before the 2012 shift, we were on a mission to get everyone in line, we were doing our shadow/energy work consistently, we were channeling and spreading the message, we were drawn to many unconscious souls knowing exactly what needed to be said and done and when to move on to the next individual, we were digging into our past lives to retrieve anything that could help us, and help others to awakened to prepare for transition from 3D to 5D knowing that that was our mission here, knowing that we had already experienced everything we needed to, so that we could help as many as we could but of course it’s not all up to us. And each individual had free will, and not everyone would be awakened.

Along with this, it’s also a matter of remembering just like everyone else because we too get caught up in the mix right?

Well now how it was phrased seemed a little off to me, it says that those vibrating at a lower frequency will be left behind and or placed on suspension because they won’t be ready and they won’t be able to handle the new energy. Are they referring to those who have decided to stay in the sleeping state? or even those who are awakened and find themselves vibrating at a lower frequency. Let me tell you this happens! And I honestly question my own reality and my level of consciousness at this point because if you haven’t noticed the spiritual reality is nothing compared to what it was a few years ago, there’s a lot of phony info, a lot of trendsetters, a lot of people wanting to be so-called awakened but haven’t even done any of their shadow work and the knowledge being spread is a bunch of copy and paste and honestly a lot of it is just wishy-washy but overall my guides are always present to help me pinpoint and figure out what’s true and what’s not and I don’t think I’ve missed out on anything but considering this rejection I feel towards the information being provided I’m wondering like wait have I put myself on pause thinking that I’m gaining some type of growth from hibernating so to say.

But I also say this because they also mention how many of us have become impatient and were wanting to manifest quicker and yes you have those again that are retrieving this knowledge and aren’t using it correctly or don’t have good intentions. Something that has always happened but aside from that I think that many of us who have been working at this for so long have become exhausted and at times we do doubt our existence and our purpose because, in reality, our work here on earth is completely worth it but it is not always easy.

We’re living in a different generation, when I first began my journey and remembered the mission I had very minimal information to reference to, you didn’t see much of our truths on IG, or Facebook or on Blogs as you do now which I think is amazing, the growth is amazing but let me tell you we experienced some crazy stuff, some crazy energies, we risked A LOT, we looked freaking CRAZY 9 out of 10 times but it was our knowing and we knew exactly what needed to be done and we didn’t know how we knew this but we just did. It really wasn’t always full of light we literally faced very very dark energy that we had to push through to push out and many times it left us vulnerable and confused & we had a very limited resource here in the physical to validate our path but Thankfully, thanking DIVINE guidance we made it through.

So with that being said even we can also catch ourselves vibrating lower than we should and we forget and we get tired and we get frustrated but we check ourselves and get right back at it and of course your first year in your patient, your beyond excited you don’t know what to expect and you think it’s all light or that it has to be at least and gosh that feeling is beyond this world, you feel free and ready and it’s amazing but as you grow and remember you know that it has to be a balance.

You can’t recognize the light without experiencing the darkness but IT IS all love, that’s our core, that’s our intention. Union is what we want, and what we work so hard for I guess I’m sharing what’s on my mind and if I need to be corrected or enlightened once again I’m open to that. I guess I wonder hey am I going to miss the opening? Did I take a few steps back and I’m finding myself living in fear again considering all the things I saw but I honestly think I’ve grown, a lot especially after reuniting with my twin I’ve been doing a lot of my work behind the scenes to say. I hope to be right on track, but if I need a good checking, hey! But I hope this makes sense and hope anyone with information will comment and let me know what they think, let me know where you stand in this new era.

As always sending you all much much love and light!!! ♥

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The Introverted Hermit

“The woman who follows the crowd will usually go no further than the crowd. The woman who walks alone is likely to find herself in places no one has ever been before.” -Albert Einstein

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Ever have those days when all you want to do is sit in silence? You don’t want to watch TV, you don’t want to hear music, you don’t want to be on your phone or around anyone you just want to sit in complete silence and figure out your next step?

That right there I like to call contemplation but yet I wonder if that feeling is often mistaken for depression, you know due to withdrawal and the isolation. It’s easy to find yourself in that place and say “Damn I think I’m lonely” or “Damn I think I’m sad” and yeah maybe you(we) are but then again you got to realize how important it is to stop, feel and accept whatever is surfacing or going on within because really that’s where all the magic begins. Creativity is a form of expression just as art is a form of emotion and most times both are channeled within the silence of your mind. So, maybe you had a tough month, a tough year or simply just a tough day but whichever it may be just know that the answers are often found within that silence, not within distraction. No matter how hard to try to hide from it.

As the years go by I value my alone time more than I ever thought I would. I choose my circle cautiously and wisely. Don’t get me wrong I enjoy company but I’ve spent so much time trying to figure myself out, trying to regain my energy, releasing the ones that don’t belong to me which believe it or not can take years to do! So, to finally become one with my healing and with my truth as an individual. Honestly, I’m not willing to jeopardize all of it just to simply fit in or be normal so to say or to live up to what others expect of me.

Like the saying goes “You came into this world alone, you’re gonna leave this world alone” so, trying to find yourself in a crowd is pretty irrelevant; especially when we face life alone, at least 75% of the time you do. So with that, I realized how important you are to yourself, and decided that I will no longer give up my well-being for things or people who simply don’t serve my highest good. Those words itself maybe don’t mean much but the experience certainly does. I think we should be happy on our own terms. We may try to express who we are to the world but no one in this world knows you or your needs better than you.

To be honest there are so many versions of yourself that linger out there in other people’s mind because it all depends on how they interpret your presence, or your existence based on their life. So why should you spend so much time trying to be better for everyone else and not take the time to be better for yourself?

So tell me why are so many people afraid to be alone? Why don’t we ever face ourselves, or listen to our hearts when life becomes uncomfortable? We are soooooo full of sympathy and forgiveness when it comes to others but why don’t we treat ourselves with the same respect? Why do we give others our time, but we don’t do the same for ourselves? and the moment we decide to make that change and give ourselves attention and listen while we act on what we’re feeling whether that be good or bad; we are then called “Selfish, Negative, Emotional, Sensitive, Cold, Weak”, Do any of these sound familiar? We give, but do we get back? (Self-Love…hint hint hint)

It’s you, and Divine who sees what goes on behind closed doors, who feel the weight of your heart, who see the scars and the wounds deep within your soul. These things go way beyond words, way beyond expression which is why most times only you, divine and that silence will understand. So tell me where do you stand? When will you stop to build with yourself, to heal that relationship with yourself, with the divine. When will you take the time to fall in love with yourself?

When will you silence that chatter in your mind? It’s time we put our foot down, look fear in the eye, open our hearts to the unknown and allow ourselves to discover the levels of beauty we hold within the world of the infinite that lays deep within our hearts, within our minds, within our soul. Only YOU can take YOU there!

As always sending you all much much love and light! ♥

SPIRITUALITY IS NOT A TREND

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Breaking down your reality is never an easy thing to do but it’s our duty to seek the truth! It’s our mission to guide humanity. It’s important for us to retrieve and distribute knowledge that will enlighten each and every soul we come in contact with so that one day we can all rise as one, as a whole. A Lightworker does not only or always see light. We have seen the realest form of darkness and have been defeated by it many many times but we conquer!

Our Light is our strength and we fight battles with the intention to raise our vibration not only as an individual but as a whole. The thought of World Peace, Love and Unity is what keeps us positive. It’s our dedication to this mission that makes us spiritual. Meditation keeps us safe, sane, connected and grounded because even we can sometimes lose direction and so we go within to remember. Our Crystals are our best friends, our shields and an extension of Divine Guidance as we are.

We are abundant but we have also struggled very much for standing in our truth because, at the end of the day, we are also “human.” We are not perfect, we are not a trend, we don’t pretend, this our life. Our work and our intentions are real. We feel it ALL the good and the bad. We embrace who we are & maintain our balance between ground and the stars. -Yedismind♥

Who am I? Who are you?

I am who I am without the fancy clothes, you are who you are when you discard the superficial aka the EGO. It’s not the contribution to society that makes one unconscious, it’s the selfless and impulsive choices that one makes because they choose to do the obvious. What is the obvious? Is obvious a trend? How can you rationalize when you won’t even go within.

We do but never question, we say and never think. My life matches my frequency, you are what you believe. We chase the paper but never see the maze, we save dreams for later and choose to play the game. What if dreams were reality and the game was just perception and you believed this projection and so you stopped looking for the exit.

“Mute The Ego.” -Yedismind

When it’s time to quit your job.

“I officially broke up with my 9 to 5. I didn’t want to, I NEEDED to.” -Yedismind


Quitting your job is never an easy thing to do, especially when you have bills to pay. Ask the average joe and they will tell you how unrealistic you are for thinking that your dreams will actually bring home the bacon, considering you don’t really have a legitimate plan, not one that looks good on paper anyway. But let me tell you I waited many years, many years too long for the right moment, for the right plan, for the right reasons. I spent countless of hours researching the best way to make this transition and each day I found myself more and more anxious and unhappy with my career. I felt like I wasn’t being true to myself, and even though the signs were clear, and I was being pushed out of several jobs, I would ignore them and convinced myself to stay put and try to shift my perspective.

I would TRY to engage more, change my to-do lists, come in earlier, leave later to try to eliminate any extra work that may have had an effect on my performance. I even thought maybe I needed to focus on my fitness to have more energy. I thought maybe I need to be more positive, see the good in my situation, be grateful for my job and the salary I did bring home. Even after all the effort, it all just felt meaningless, I felt lost and I felt inauthentic. Overall I found myself in a repeating cycle, feeling unappreciated, overworked and miserably hidden.

It’s interesting to look back and see something reoccur over and over, even when you change the people, change the location, change the job and yet the lesson never changes. For me, this is one of those lessons I had to learn the hard way. It not that I wasn’t doing the right things, I just wasn’t doing enough for myself, I had all my eggs in one basket, a basket that didn’t even belong to me. Each day I felt as if something kept tugging at my soul and would just ignore the signs and I waited until that very last minute, I had reached my breaking point.

On my last days of work, I literally felt suffocated and burnt out it was so bad it caused a panic attack and in that moment I could hear divine-universe speaking to me in a way that could not be ignored, not this time. What it said to me was, “You are being pushed out of these places for a reason, for a greater purpose and I will not let you settle and I will not let you fail so if you don’t make this decision on your own, you will be pushed out regardless. Don’t be afraid you know exactly what you need, what you want and how you’re going to get there.” For me, that was validation and that was the reassurance that I had been waiting for my whole entire life it seems. Along with this beautiful message, came this one…textgram_1505929084.png

Today I am present and I am embracing my journey one that I shall share with you all! I encourage you all to do the same because you are deserving, you have a purpose and you have the right to live, LIVE FEARLESSLY & PASSIONATELY! Sending you all much love and light. ♥


” Life doesn’t happen to you, it happens for you” – Jim Carrey 

Tired, a good tired.

Can you relate?
There’s this amazing energy in the air right now, that makes me feel so bold and motivated. I feel supported, I feel confident and I feel connected. So much that I finally know CLEARLY what it is that my body and my soul is asking for and I have been dedicating every second of my life to this calling. For the first time in a very long time I AM present in my now. I’ve released all fears of my past and all the worries of my future and it’s the best feeling in the world, to genuinely feel ALIVE! ♡

Standing in your truth, is never an easy thing. You go through so many experiences that tear you down and episodes that make you question your own sanity and at some point you find yourself walking alone, but like I said “YOU FIND YOURSELF, WALKING ALONE”. This is when you truly hear your own voice, in fact this is where you learn to depend on it with full trust away from distractions and expectations. You build yourself back up, and you allow yourself to be guided on a soul level and you learn to follow your heart and to mute that ego!! No questions asked. ♡

Once you break through you just want to keep growing, although your present, and your still and aware you just want to keep flowing! You feel like you had enough down time and you just want to keep going! Your tired but it’s a good tired. It’s a I’m shifting with the world, tired. 💚

Getting Passed Fear

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“Getting passed fear is the hardest part, but once you build the confidence and you dedicate yourself to you and your vision, great things will start to happen”. -Yedi 

You cant get passed fear without facing it. I’ve found that resistance brings forth a lot of complication and the more you resist, the more you hide, and the more you hide, the more work you allow to pile up. This goes for spiritual work and physical work. The main thing to know here is that when there’s fear there is a blockage, so by knowing this, we start to recognize fear once it presents itself, which then makes it easier to go within to clear it out. This concept alone has helped me shift into a higher vibration. It’s allowed me to see life through the eyes of creation, self-love, and possibility and no longer through the eyes of fear and limitation. (You will find the exercise that helped tremendously at the bottom of this post)

Fear taught me forgiveness and it taught me to let go. I realized that I was holding on to things that hurt me beyond my soul. I was holding on to disappointment which mirrored back to me as if I was disappointing and not worthy of living a life past my traumas and failures. I think that at some point throughout our lives we have expectations which aren’t always met and we end up fighting battles that we weren’t prepared for which leaves us a bit confused and worn out. We fake a smile, we live in denial, we settle for less and convince ourselves that that’s okay, that that’s all we deserve and next thing you know you create this life you don’t even recognize and you end up working around your purpose and not towards it.

When there’s fear there’s anxiety, there’s isolation and those nerves that make your stomach churn any time you’re put in a situation that makes you feel uncomfortable. Oh, how I disliked that; your palms get sweaty, your voice in your head gets louder, you start to repeat everything you say to someone like should I have said that, am I acting right, how can I get myself out of here? Everything just seems impossible. Social gatherings were the worst for me it got to a point where I wouldn’t even look at people at the store, any human interaction just made me feel awkward. That’s when I knew there was something strange going on with me because I was never like that growing up, I was shy but always broke through.

 I lived like this for some time, as the years went by I started to notice this bitterness and a loud silence in my mind, it was like this depression that wanted to take over. I was self-aware and was still putting time into my daily practice because it was the only thing that kept me sane, but honestly at the time it didn’t feel so effective but at least I knew what was going on and the signs were clear, I just didn’t know why, or how I was going to get through. This wasn’t something I could escape or run from because it was happening within, it was with me everywhere I went. So here I am stuck dealing with this heaviness that I couldn’t handle anymore. So said to myself “enough is enough if this is rock bottom, then the only way to go is up and only I can create my happiness.”

So I decided to face whatever was going on because for me I feared the thought of not reaching my fullest potential more than fear itself. I wasn’t going to let time pass me by, I wasn’t going stop living my life because of fear. I wasn’t going to stand in the way of my own success anymore. 


So where do you start? Well, you start from the ground up literally. Tackling your fear begins with grounding yourself, and being present in the now, not what happened yesterday, or what might happen tomorrow, the right now! and you ask yourself these questions:

• What am I afraid of? • Why am I afraid? • Where in my body do I feel or hold this fear?

I want you to then take a moment to reflect on this and be honest with yourself. This is one on one with you, there’s no rush or need to hold back, just relax and allow it all to surface.

Once you have called upon this fear notice where in your being you feel this blockage. 

Now imagine that you’re surrounded with beautiful white light, know that you are protected. Then picture yourself holding a golden sword, you hold it with the greatest intention, and with so much love and value. 

When you’re ready, imagine yourself cutting the cords that attach you to this fear, or particular situation. Tell these fears, enough is enough, I release you once and for all. 

Take a deep breath and as you exhale imagine all that tension you were holding in, be released out into the universe, allowing it to be purified, and replaced with healing and love.

Visualize your connection to the divine source, feel your connection to this world and cut any cords that block your abundance. With each breath you cleanse away any debris attached to this connection, anything keeping you away from your highest and truest self.

Imagine your soul travel up a tunnel of light, this tunnel is a representation of your connection, you then hold your golden sword straight up as you make your way through and watch how effortlessly you cut and clear any remaining cords. You then feel a sense of relief, as if a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. 

You are now connected to earth’s purity and to the infinite universe, you feel a healing energy go through all the areas where you once had these cords. You now feel free, protected and energized. 

Now speak these affirmations out loud or mentally,

• I am worthy, • I am confident• I am fearless •I am deserving • I am ready to receive!  ♥ I CAN and WILL accomplish anything and everything I set my mind to!! 


Now where there was fear, there’s now confidence, where there was hate, there is love. Day by day you will begin to see the shift in your life, for you have shifted your state of mind into a higher vibration. When you see it, you believe it, when you believe it you manifest it. So remember that you matter, you are loved and you deserve a life full of happiness.  Namaste ♥