Something very interesting has happened today, well actually it’s been in the works for the last couple of days it seems. I’ve had this urge to seek updated information on what’s going on energetically and I stumbled upon 2 videos today and honestly, it has left me a little confused.
Here’s why I don’t know if my soul really accepts this new information being given, to be honest, It’s been so long since I’ve actually listened to these. At the start of my journey, these videos were so limited, all my soul family and I had to rely on were our Divine, Our Guides & the Sky. When we did find these videos they would really hit home. Believe me, when I say I’m trying to have an opened mind and I’m making sure to recognize any stubbornness or any fear-based thoughts or reaction that may be surfacing.
The information on new timelines, 5D reality, new earth activation being given at-least from these videos make sense to me but not really. It seems that the new “Channels” are so different now, compared to the ones I’ve connected to retrieve messages. Maybe there is other information out there or within especially, that I need to find that makes more sense to me?
Here’s the thing, I’ve been in hibernation mode for some time and thought I’d seek out to find others in my soul family that could provide additional information for better growth and understanding because even when we are connected and have our own resources sometimes our own voice and validation can get in the way or just cloud our minds a bit. We all experience different things so that we could come back and share our knowledge to help others to grow and ascend.
So back to these videos, they mention how important it is to pay attention to alien activity and what were not being told. OK, I get this one, and I’ve been having some really crazy dreams about this too. But anyway I’ve always sought and welcomed the unknown I’ve always questioned probably more than what I should’ve to a point where I know my limit now so to say. I’ll explain this later.
So, they talk about the moon, the planets and the sun, OK I get this too, lately I’ve been told by my guides to focus on this look a little more into my chart to better understand what’s going on with myself, and with the way I’m reflecting to those around me and to the world etc and to better understand current energy.
Now, speaking of individualized energy, it also says with this new shift & this new 5D reality activation only some people are going to experience the change. OK I also get this, I remember before the 2012 shift, we were on a mission to get everyone in line, we were doing our shadow/energy work consistently, we were channeling and spreading the message, we were drawn to many unconscious souls knowing exactly what needed to be said and done and when to move on to the next individual, we were digging into our past lives to retrieve anything that could help us, and help others to awakened to prepare for transition from 3D to 5D knowing that that was our mission here, knowing that we had already experienced everything we needed to, so that we could help as many as we could but of course it’s not all up to us. And each individual had free will, and not everyone would be awakened.
Along with this, it’s also a matter of remembering just like everyone else because we too get caught up in the mix right?
Well now how it was phrased seemed a little off to me, it says that those vibrating at a lower frequency will be left behind and or placed on suspension because they won’t be ready and they won’t be able to handle the new energy. Are they referring to those who have decided to stay in the sleeping state? or even those who are awakened and find themselves vibrating at a lower frequency. Let me tell you this happens! And I honestly question my own reality and my level of consciousness at this point because if you haven’t noticed the spiritual reality is nothing compared to what it was a few years ago, there’s a lot of phony info, a lot of trendsetters, a lot of people wanting to be so-called awakened but haven’t even done any of their shadow work and the knowledge being spread is a bunch of copy and paste and honestly a lot of it is just wishy-washy but overall my guides are always present to help me pinpoint and figure out what’s true and what’s not and I don’t think I’ve missed out on anything but considering this rejection I feel towards the information being provided I’m wondering like wait have I put myself on pause thinking that I’m gaining some type of growth from hibernating so to say.
But I also say this because they also mention how many of us have become impatient and were wanting to manifest quicker and yes you have those again that are retrieving this knowledge and aren’t using it correctly or don’t have good intentions. Something that has always happened but aside from that I think that many of us who have been working at this for so long have become exhausted and at times we do doubt our existence and our purpose because, in reality, our work here on earth is completely worth it but it is not always easy.
We’re living in a different generation, when I first began my journey and remembered the mission I had very minimal information to reference to, you didn’t see much of our truths on IG, or Facebook or on Blogs as you do now which I think is amazing, the growth is amazing but let me tell you we experienced some crazy stuff, some crazy energies, we risked A LOT, we looked freaking CRAZY 9 out of 10 times but it was our knowing and we knew exactly what needed to be done and we didn’t know how we knew this but we just did. It really wasn’t always full of light we literally faced very very dark energy that we had to push through to push out and many times it left us vulnerable and confused & we had a very limited resource here in the physical to validate our path but Thankfully, thanking DIVINE guidance we made it through.
So with that being said even we can also catch ourselves vibrating lower than we should and we forget and we get tired and we get frustrated but we check ourselves and get right back at it and of course your first year in your patient, your beyond excited you don’t know what to expect and you think it’s all light or that it has to be at least and gosh that feeling is beyond this world, you feel free and ready and it’s amazing but as you grow and remember you know that it has to be a balance.
You can’t recognize the light without experiencing the darkness but IT IS all love, that’s our core, that’s our intention. Union is what we want, and what we work so hard for I guess I’m sharing what’s on my mind and if I need to be corrected or enlightened once again I’m open to that. I guess I wonder hey am I going to miss the opening? Did I take a few steps back and I’m finding myself living in fear again considering all the things I saw but I honestly think I’ve grown, a lot especially after reuniting with my twin I’ve been doing a lot of my work behind the scenes to say. I hope to be right on track, but if I need a good checking, hey! But I hope this makes sense and hope anyone with information will comment and let me know what they think, let me know where you stand in this new era.
As always sending you all much much love and light!!! ♥